Thursday, August 9, 2007
What the fuck is wrong with my life.
Been studying so hard the past few months and today is a public holiday so I watched TV and played the computer the whole day without doing any homework, trying to take a break for once. And guess what? I got scolded by my mum. Again. After being suffocated by homework, I can't even take a break for one day. And my mum is scolding me for being home too late after night study as well in school, and she wants to ban me from night study in school. WHAT THE FUCK? Who bans their child from studying in school? And it's not as though reaching home at 8+ is that late, somemore when I am STUDYING in school, not as though I am staying out late for absurb reasons. And right now as I am typing this post, my mum is scolding me.
What the fuck is wrong with my life. Screw Hwa Chong, I wish I didn't get into that damn place. Screw my life. Fuck off. Why can't I just have freedom? Quoting my mother - "I give you so much freedom, you better use it wisely." Oh fuck, does freedom include checking my wallet to see how much $$$ I spend each day? Does freedom include not letting me go out even to study? Does freedom include banning me from studying in school? Does freedom mean fucking up my whole life?
I am tired of living.
(no, I ain't gonna do anything stupid... i think)
Emo-ed
10:10 PM
