Sunday, September 30, 2007

Your Depression Level: 56%

You seem to have mild depression. A lot of people fall into your range, and it's quite possible you don't need treatment. If you've been feeling this way for a while, you may want to seek help.

Well at least I am forewarned.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

P Geog is over. A huge load off my mind. The worst is over. I feel so much more relieved now.

Human Geog and Lit to go now then.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Hah! I think I am getting back to normal. My motivation for studying is coming back, especially for Econs! Hahaha! Getting less emo in class now also I suppose,at the expense of David and co. having to listen to more of my uber dumb lame jokes which leave them cold - not really a bad thing after all, since the weather in pj is so freaking hot (no thanks to David, of course=\)

Well Wednesday and Thursday are supposed to be consultation days, and yet tomorrow we have to go back for about the whole day. Saw Junyao alone the other day consulting Mdm Ong alone, then me and David were like "Wah really so eager to top the class" so we went over to Mdm Ong and started talking to her to piss Junyao off and disrupt his consultation. Hahaha! Okay I am not trying to be mean, since Junyao probably will top the class anyway at his current work rate.

Haven't started on phy geog at all, that subject is a total pain up the.. Ah... Not that I hate geog, I just hate memorising. I left HC in a bid to escape the dam subject Chemistry and now I land up with a Geography subject where I have to memorise almost as much as H2 Chemistry, maybe even marginally more in fact. At least I love Geog tutorials, Ms Lee give such tasty hints! Haha!

I think I wanna stay out uber late on Wednesday and Thursday to study. Anyone? =]

Heh saw my friend's msn nick. "Giving is so so much more important than receiving." How true. What matters is you're happy.

Monday, September 17, 2007

Haha went out to mug with Jasmine, David and Matthew today. Haha it's okay Jasmine, you did motivate me to mug okay! At least I finished my econs homework before we started bitching! Hahaha! Was quite cool when Matthew left early for Maths tuition and then suddenly there was a blackout(?) in KFC. Wasn't really sure if it was a blackout since the main lights in KFC were gone but the side mini lights were still on. Haha.


Went to JE library after dinner and guess who we saw? Daryl! Haha doing what? Playing BRIDGE in library! Hahahaha! Then the guard saw them and asked them to keep the cards or else he would chase them out of the library. So he kept his cards, left his table, came to our table and started playing again. Hahaha. Daryl, you're cool man. =]

Something else cool happened. Me and David broke up today but we patched back again after dinner. Hahaha! (okay, i am not gay, just JOKING)

I felt much happier today than any other days in a long long time. Thanks Jas, David and Matthew (and Daryl for your poker cards). =)

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Haha a new blogskin to try to cheer myself up (and to further procrastinate on mugging, which I have barely started). I am banking on myself studying efficiently later when I go out to mug with David, Jasmine, and Matthew. Hopefully, they can motivate me, something which seems to have miraculously disappeared as the promos loom ever closer.

Well, for the rest of A01, jiayou!

twinkle twinkle little star
why so my dreams seem so far
up above the world so high
won't somebody tell me why

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

I am rearranging and reorganizing all my stuff so I can revise better, but I haven't really started the actual revision yet.

What's happening to me?



I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Haha Green Day wrote this song for me eh? Fits me so perfectly. How apt.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Note to self:

Sq, wake up! Promos are here, stop dreaming, stop thinking of things that will never happen, stop being emo, and get your lazy ass up to study!

And stop thinking of anyone else, it's time to think for yourself.

Oh, thanks A01 for the birthday pizzas, very unique. Yes David, thank you ^&$^$%^

Monday, September 10, 2007

I know what I'm doing may be dumb
I know I should not be staring at the sun
But the thought of you leads me to temptation
It's the same whatever side you're on
Separated we are delicate and small
And the space between, needs our attention
I see you right in front of me, as close as you can get
And I pray that you won't leave, this daydream yet

And it might seem much too far, to get back to where you are
But it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love

I don't have to worry any more
If I really need you I'll go to the shore
And the thought of you there is my protection
I see you right in front of me, a vision in my head
And I know this is as real, as a daydream gets

You make no sound, but I can hear you in the wind
I can see this never ends, like the sea, like you for me

I am a 18 year old emo kid.

A note to everyone in class. Time really flies. So I'm in the mood to write this, so let me go on with it. A special note to everyone in class. Don't think any of you will read my blog since it's so near to promos, but a note of appreciation.

Bazilah: Hey, I don't think I spoke more than 10 sentences to you the whole year okay! But I remember sitting beside you once for the group discussion, you're very nice okay! (:

Claire: Hohoho, you didn't come to school on my birthday! ): Haha but it's okay, I understand. I like your humour man, hahaha. Your uber funny and hilarious jokes! Must see you in 07A01 next year okay! (The cold hard truth, yo!)

Crystal: Haha ditsy! You are also very funny can huh? I can still remember all your uber funny comments and our common extreme dislike for those creepy crawlies insects huh! Haha and all our study sessions at JE were extremely fun huh! :) And er, thanks for helping me to print my stuff everytime >.< I owe you one!

Dawn: Hello hamster! Hahaha okay sorry for being so bad by calling you hamster the whole year, but I have enjoyed talking to you okay! Thanks for your sweet "makeshift" birthday card! Hahaha!

Elaine: Hello! I think you're very innocent and funny can! (: I can still remember you're Cordelia! Haha, and the best debator in A01! Best speaker can! I can still remember how nervous you and me were while sitting on the stage waiting for our turns huh! Haha. And how we had to save David when he pushed his POI to you! Haha!

Ethel: Hey you! The girl who talks alot alot alot (: Hey you should thank me okay! I spent hours and hours on MSN listening to you! Haha! You owe me one okay! And thanks for always bringing laughter to everyone! Your most hilarious comment - "At least my school is not beside ITE Dover!" Hahaha totally pawned Nazri! Good job man!

Farveen: Hey thanks for all your support and praise okay! You praise me to cloud nine everytime, I am not as smart as you make out okay! (: Go go, good luck for promos okay! (:

Felicia: Haha hello felicia! You're also very very funny also okay! I look forward to going to class and listening to your uber hilarious comments that come out from nowhere while I am nearly about to fall asleep! Haha!

Illiyana: Hey your art is really good okay! You did so much for the class with the class poster, teachers' day card, etc etc! And thanks for always printing so much stuff for me also ><

Jasmine: Hello Jas! We don't make bombs with balloons! (: Hahaha another very very ditsy one! Thanks for always encouraging me and listening to me okay! I enjoyed all those uber long convos that we have on MSN! Very fun to talk to you man! Hahaha! And I still remember our first class outing at town you had to leave early! ):

Lissa: Hello Lissa! Haha you and Elaine are really very funny together okay! Don't sleep too much in class okay, later I take more shots of you and post on class blog then you know! Hahaha! =D

Madinah: Madinah! Hahaha my Lit group member! Sorry that you always have to put up with my crap during Lit discussions okay! And I know I don't understand P and P okay, sorry for always having to ask you to update me on what our group presentation chapter is about O.o Haha

Minyi: Hello you! Thanks for giving me a wake up call with your happy birthday sms! Hahaha! And sorry for having to make you listen to my not-at-all-funny funny jokes during night study most of the time okay =\

Nadiah: Hello Nadiah! Sorry that I always have to ask you to go for taekwondo okay! It's my job, I am forced to do it okay! Good luck for promos okay! Study hard! I think Zac Efron is really hot too! (Haha I am not gay, if that's what you're thinking!)

Petrina: Hello Petrina! I know you're very hardworking, I am sure you can do well for your promos okay! I still remember you are in A01 since PAE times! Miss Gina, Violet, Cheryl, the twins they all right? Hahah me too man!

Raihana: Hello Raihana! Haha! I know you miss our PAE friends a lot too! Haha! Hey I think you can run 2.4 km faster than me leh! Haha you're so fit! Must kick Nazri's butt okay! Hahaha. Good luck for promos man!

Shi Min: Hey I love playing basketball with you! Haha sorry even though I suck so bad at it, I just love playing it! Haha! You're the most enthu one in class for TKD, keep it up okay! (sorry, just doing my job :P)

Shi Wan: Hello.. Thanks so much okay, for everything. Like introducing songs to me on MSN, listening to me when I am down, cheering me up, mugging together, etc etc! I know how badly you want to promote, jiayou hor! Behind you all the way! (:

Syahirah: Hello Syahirah, I enjoy doing Lit presentations and stuff with you okay! Hope you had fun with me in your group too! Though sorry I am like usually, full of crap! Hahaha! But at least I got do my work okay! =)

Tricia: Hey, thanks for telling me so much! I appreciate your trust and confidence in me. And I still remember us mugging at Lot 1 Macs, haha lucky those staff didn't chase us out huh? Haha, and you still stayed from like 8 am to like 6 pm somemore!

Valerie: Haha jiayou for promos okay! Thanks for comforting me on my blog also when I quarreled with my mum! Haha you're real understanding and a good friend okay! ((((: And we like a lot of the same type of songs! =D

David: Hey you! ^&$%^$#^&$%% Hahaha. You know what those gibberish means, interpret them yourself. Hey, good luck for promos too okay, I know how badly you wanna go up (I know your motivation too heh). And thanks for letting us dota at your house before promos. If we do badly, we come whack you okay.

Jun Yao: Rawr. See you next year boy. You don't need my luck as well.

Matthew: Haha don't take our jokes too seriously okay! We're still nice people. (: I think me, David and Weiliang scare you sometimes huh? Don't think too much. And don't get too emo! Good luck with your crush! And good luck for promos! =D

Nazri: Hey you, blackie! Hahaha. Another 1 from PAE. Haha get your lazy bum up and organise a PAE class outing can? And don't let David come along! (if you know what I mean) (: Good luck for promos aye. You want me, I know, to say yes.

Nicholas: Hey son! You never show me any filial piety okay! I am your father! Haha oops! Treat your wives well okay, and buy me a car when you can okay! Your dad can go get a driving license already. Hahaha! (((((: A house at the Warren wouldn't be too bad also, then the father and son can stay closer together.

Shahrul: Hey you, don't focus too much on your girlfriend when your promos are here okay! Good luck man, I know you can make it! And you enjoy playing cards with Matthew too huh? Hahaha!

Shuqun: Hello. I love you. (: Not really.

Weiliang: Hey, fellow JC 1.5! Still, I am your senior now, show me some respect! And we make a good team huh? In basketball, dota, etc etc. Haha. You sure make it, so no need my luck. Boo!


Oh dear, I am 18.

I am getting old.

Friday, September 7, 2007

It's funny, how it's so near promos, and the guys in our class all suddenly go nuts about Dota, a computer game which is made a few million years ago.

And they are making me get hooked on it again too, when I have quitted it for like, god know how many years.

):

I just realised I care for you too much, way too much.

Monday, September 3, 2007

Ah hah I just realised I haven't been posting for a long long long while ya, possibly the longest since I restarted blogging. Haha. Where shall I start?

Ah well went out on Sunday to the zoo with Jasmine, Shi Wan, Crystal, Nicolas, Claire! Haven't been there since like er.. Primary 4! Haha I still remember that time I went to see the seals' performance and then ate a hotdog and vomitted. Haha. Old days man, old days! Well this time the zoo seems so different (well, duh) but I didn't expect it to look so real to nature! Only show we caught was the polar bear performance, where the keeper dropped a live fish into the pond and we watch the polar bear rip apart the fish :O (advocates of violence) Haha. Also saw tons and tons of monkeys, especially baboons. Gosh they have real ugly asses(looks like they are diseased or something), and uh uber short.. *ahem* The rain was a bit of a spoiler and we left early at about 4+, but not before enjoying a meal at KFC and listening to Nicolas about his ex gf! Hahaha.

Went out today with David, Crystal, Jasmine as usual to mug. Gosh human geog really is a bit boring huh? End result was like all 4 of us putting our heads on the JE library's table to sleep. Zzzz. And it was raining somemore, makes it even nicer to sleep! Lol.

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