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Forget what I said in the previous post about me being ready to mug. Just reached home and all I wanna do is lie on the bed and sleep, though I know I can't of course. Getting more and more tired each day.. I think I better study in school where I can study more efficiently.. Night study I guess..

Monday, July 30, 2007

A quick update before going back to doing work. Studied till about 8 pm in school with Jasmine, Weiliang, Crystal, Matthew and David while Shi Wan left earlier. Was quite productive as everyone was really doing work. I am really getting into the mugging mood, me and Jasmine ready to mug hard for the promos! =D

Back to my Lear essay and my Human Geog notebook.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

Haha went out to National Library yesterday to study with David and Matthew. Quite productive really. Matthew, as expected xD, went straight to Lalaland after 15 minutes or so of reading King Lear. David and I managed to study through the whole time though. Finished studying my NI stuff and wrote my essay, finished Maths tut + study Functions, did a bit of Lit and Geog too. Not too bad.

Haha went for dinner and we headed to Queenstown to play LAN since it's relatively nearer to home than town. And guess who we say there? (David claims it's her that's stalking him hahaha) And yes, David got totally pawned by my dragon knight. Hahaha.

Sunday, and time to do work again. Sad life. =(

Friday, July 27, 2007

Argh, I am not emo now. But I really feel this pent up emotion within me. Like some extreme stress and frustration. There seems to be no way to just vent everything and release everything. It's like I am stuck in a phase of life where I don't know what I want, what I wanna do, what I wanna achieve. And yet I can't do anything about it even when this is not where I wanna be. I am stuck in a closed shell, and the furthest I can go is the boundary of the shell.

I am trapped, and I hate it.

And my damn courage just fails me everytime.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Haha, went home with David today. Instead of walking to my usual 172 bus stop, I went twice the distance to the next 172 bus stop to talk more cock with David. Well, the topic didn't revolve around much, but we came up with this conclusion.

We have no money, no honey, no result, no freedom, no relaxation and no life. We're freaking losers. =[

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

I hate bottling everything within myself. There's just so much I wanna say.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Wish that I could cry,
falling on my knees.
Find a way to lie,
about the home I'll never see.

Damn tired these few days. Seem to be rushing homework after homework, and today seems to be the only day I can take a breather. Term 3 has been damn stressful, predictably so, but still, the immense workload seems to be catching up on me, I feel really tired. Well, David said today he regretted coming to a JC, I can't really say that because I have never imagined life in a poly, but come to think of it, my friends there are also only slightly better off than us, and not way better. Perhaps we overestimate the life in a poly..?

It's funny how all of us can take the stress with a pinch of salt. We can go to school and laugh our asses off even when faced with the impending misery of having to do tons of homework after we get home. At least we are de-stressing. =]

Taekwondo grading this Friday, blue belt here I come! =DDD (if I can pass of course...)

Monday, July 23, 2007

I tell you my blue skies fade to grey
I tell you my passion's gone away
I tell you my life's been way off line
I'm falling to pieces everytime
I had a bad day.

But luckily, there are still some of those special ones that can bring a smile to my face everyday. =)

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Had a really really weird dream last night. Something about me going back HC I think. Really ridiculous dream, I am settled in PJ and I love it here (: Probably some aftermath of rushing finish HP book 7 in 1 day I suppose.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

Woot read finish Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows! Haha okay after rushing to finish the book today, I suddenly feel very bored. Haha. Ask me on msn if you want any spoilers/if u wanna borrow the book.

Thursday, July 19, 2007

I GOT GEOG, ECONS, MATHS AND LIT HOMEWORK TO DO. STOP FUCKING CALLING MY HOUSE.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Haha. I am saying this once and for all.

I HATE BEES. I HATE INSECTS. I HATE ALL INSECTS. WHY MAKE ME ANNOTATE POEMS ABOUT BEES? ZZZZZ I DON'T LIKE SYLVIA PLATH. =(


And we got Geog homework again today! Arghhhh when will the homework stop pouring in?

Just reached home. Dam tired. At least training was satisfying since grading is so near and I gonna get to a blue belt soon! Yay I like the blue colour belt (: It's soooper nice =D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA! Though I know you probably don't read my blog. =\

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

And it's the end of another tired and boring day.

Morning was fun. Skipped PE to do human geog and it was dam funny. Claire, Shi Wan and I listening to songs as we did our homework and Claire got totally pissed at my choice of songs except for Tears in Heaven. And Shi Wan went totally crazy at Love It When You Call. Damn funny! Hahaha!

The class had listening compre in the afternoon so Matthew and I sat around talking. Deep and emo stuff. Haha for like one and a half hour. Damn emo man. ):

And what he said certainly makes sense. People come, people go, and there are probably many friends in life whom you will see and talk to for 2 years in jc and then they just go right out of your life. I don't know, Matthew told me I look very dao sometimes, haha it's just that not everyone understands me, and not everyone can get to know me. People who don't know me will probably think I look dao, unfriendly, antisocial and everything. But I am not. I can actually be very funny, go high very easily, and laugh and crap until you think I am some retard. But I can't do that with everybody. But ask Shi Wan how crappy I can be while doing Lit projects and you get the point! Hahaha! Still, not everyone can bring out my real character, my livelier side, and that's expected. And I am not gonna change myself to make the world understand me. I am not gonna keep trying to attract attention to draw attention to myself. And yes, that's me.

And seriously, I have had enough. The way you talk to me, have you eaten, are you happy, have a good day in school, you seriously sound more like my mum. You know what you want will never happen, so please stop trying. I can't take it no more. I have stopped replying your smses but why can't you just get the damn hint? And I am damn fat and ugly, so you should just go for someone else. Please. And stop calling my damn house.

And the routine continues. Time to do work... :(

I wanna watch HP man! This weekend I think. =D

Monday, July 16, 2007

The weather is seriously getting freaking hot. (No David, not your fault.) I mean, I was like walking to Teck Whye market with David, Weiliang and Junyao at 5 pm, which is supposed to be evening, and I can still feel my skin getting chao-tahhed in the sun.

Global warming really exists oh my god. Please answer the call!

Ok my to do list for tonight.

1) Finish up econs article reviews.
2) Maths Tut 6 qn 4,5,6,7
3) Find all the Bees poems for Lit.
4) Human geog essay.

It's officially 6.33 pm and I am going for dinner, should be done by 7. I declare I shall finish all my work by 9.30 pm, if not I shall ban myself from going to school. ):

Sunday, July 15, 2007

Oh yea I forgot to post our class's fantastic-bulous class salad. So here it goes. Thanks to Ethel and the rest of A01. I love you all velli velli much. <3


Partially due to Ethel and Jasmine and the others' hard work, and partially due to my fantastic photography skills (: we have this uber nice salad which I swear looks very appealing to eat. Oh we didn't win first prize of course, because the judges knew that even the first prize wasn't good enough for us. (:


Haha been listening to emo songs the entire weekend.

Workload is increasing like hell, and I just can't bring myself to do anything.

Without saying a word, you can light up the dark (:

Was surprised someone actually sang that song yesterday. One of my all time fav songs! Haha okok I am old fashioned.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

I am not a perfect person.

College day wasn't too bad. Signed up for MTV modern dance in the morning with Mr Sas. Wow he's really a dam good dancer, even the girls in modern dance cca couldn't keep up with him. Haha! And A01's salad is relli relli velli pretti okay, I am surprised we didn't win 1st prize =(

Friday, July 13, 2007

Haha Junyao just told me a big big secret on the way home together.

And it is.......

Nah, not telling you here. Hahahaha







I can't make everybody love me. But I can love everybody (:

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Haha due to claire demanding for Junyao's poem on here, here it goes!

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

I saw your face in a crowded place, and I don't know what to do, cause I will never be with you.

I know most of you hate this song! Hah. But I love it. (:

I only dare to look at you from afar, and not meeting your eyes. I know I mean nothing in your eyes, maybe less. But it doesn't have to be mutual. I don't mind you not knowing, I don't mind me hopelessly, vainly waiting, I don't mind at all.. But perhaps, a small, part of me really wish.. there's this faint glimmer of hope...

And no, it just faded. Oh god, I hate being me.

And I would willingly exchange all my grades for yours, if I could. That's how much you need to know, and how much I wanna tell you.



My heart sank as yours did.
I wanna be someone else.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

One of my relatives got diagnosed with colon cancer. A distant relative, so can't admit I really feel very terrible. Probably haven't seen him for more than 3 times in my whole life. And his illness is nearly in the terminal stage... Haha life really makes sport of man doesn't it? He's barely 30 and then heaven decides to throw his life into a turmoil.

And on a lighter note, I went to buy zinc stuff again. Lol. What a waste of money.

And this is a poem I squashed into my lit file. Lousy poem I know, can't be compared with the great girls in our class, but yea well.

And as they walked past
I glanced, and turned away
Feelings of unfamiliarity
Unfamiliarity that came with acquaintance
The strange unaccustomed

Laughing to themselves
Those with the crimson painted nails
I wish I didn't know
I wish I couldn't see
But man often only wish
For the impossible

I am forced to fake
A smile, a laugh
Everyday of my life
But it don't matter, no.

What a social letdown.

Haha, I don't expect anyone to understand.

Monday, July 9, 2007

where are those great days of winter
used to build a fire
i hold u in my arms
and cover you with me inside
we planned the future
and talked of sunny days
go down to the seaside
just to hear the waves

what good is my dream
no one here to share it
what good is my heart
just be there
what good is my life
now without you
will it make it better again?
let's get together again.


Arghhhhh I dread tomorrow. Lit and geog papers. The 2 papers I am most confident of getting U for. Hahaha.

At least U ain't too bad.

From David:

A: Atrocious
B: Barely There
C: Can't make it
D: Distinction
E: Excellent
S: Super
U: Ultimate

Haha so I am atrocious in Maths, barely there for GP and scored a distinction for Econs! Hahaha.

And I went to cut my hair. I hate cutting my hair so short, but at the same time I don't wanna let it keep growing. I wish there's a point in time when I can make my hair stop growing. Bleah. Apparently according to Dawn, I look like a boy boy now. -.-

Well answer the call, join Junyao's muggerhood. It's time to mug.

Sunday, July 8, 2007

When the sun shines, we’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever, that I'll always be your friend
Took an oath, I'mma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever, know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella

I swear I am falling in love with this song -.- It's really catchy, and the lyrics are nice. Lol. (:


Haha back to live earth.

Last night, I actually thought Rihanna is a pretty good singer, and I actually like her umbrella song! Haha but she has the worst dress sense in the concert! I mean oh purlease..

And Kelly Clarkson singing "Since you been gone" now! =DD

Oh yea and I swear there was this dam funny advertisement last night.

A lady walks into a grocery shop and buys a small bottle of milk. She walks to the cashier and the cashier says "That will be 35 pence please" and the woman slaps the cashier and say "I need a plastic bag". The scenario repeated itself many times and there was once when the woman bought 2 large bottles of milk and asks the cashier "Can I have a plastic bag please?" and the cashier slapped the woman and said "You should have brought your own plastic bag." and the woman slapped the cashier back again and said "It's your own fault the plastic bag you gave me last time tore so easily." Haha I was laughing like hell during that advertisement.


Watching live earth all the way till now. It's 4 am already, and I haven't done any homework for the weekend. So shitty. Lol.

I am tired, guess I will record the rest of the show and go to bed.

Friday, July 6, 2007

I stand at a crossroad,
and yet everything is a blur mist.
can't tell my direction,
can't tell where i am.
can't even tell where i wanna go

and yet, everything seems vaguely familiar
not the first time at the crossroad
and yet the situation is still the same.

oh, will you reach out your hand to guide me?

because i am falling down, down, down the abyss

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Wah what a shitty day. Seriously.

Started the day with Lit tutorial, and guess what? Mr Sas said I am fat! AHHHHHH. Even though I already know I am, he didn't have to say it out like that right? Huh huh! Pffft never mind, I shall take it with a pinch of salt, since he's just stating the truth ):

And then recess was more shitty. I overturned my food as I was trying to pull David's bag out of the way and everything overturned onto the floor. Crap man. David seriously is my jinx. Go away. Boo.

At least the day got better as I went to play LAN with weiliang after school. =\

Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Haha luckily we didn't get anymore papers back today, keeping me in a relatively good mood. Except all those comments from the Lit teachers about how bad we did for the Lit papers though, but at least it didn't hurt too bad.

Lol and all the guys are flexing their egos! David and Jun Yao wants to compete with each other over Geog and GP, I think and loser have to treat the other to MacDonald's extra value meal, and Matthew wanna compete with me for Human Geog man. Great, nice way to bet money when I am grounded and hardly have any money =\ Sorry Matty, how about loser treat a Sweettalk bubbletea instead? (((:

And speaking about ego, me, Smurf and Claire were talking about it this morning before flag raising and i said "Aiya all HC guys got ego" and the shortie Smurf raised his head up to look at me and said "Yea I can tell". So on the way back home with Jun Yao just now, I emo-ed and was thinking if my ego was indeed very big in class. Yes I admit I do have an ego, I have been in HC for 5 years after all, and such a competitive environment would make anyone have an ego, but I have been trying to squash it ever since I came to PJC.

Seriously, I have no desire to top the class (I just wanna get promoted), and I swore before I wouldn't be like those egoistic HC bastards that would gloat whenever they top a class in exams; that's why I usually get a bit touchy if I do well in some tests papers and then some people ask about my marks. I don't wanna brag, and I love my class so much that I don't wanna make the class dislike me too due to my ego.

So since Smurf said I have the biggest ego in class, sorreeee okayyyy? And sorrreeee to anyone whom I have hurt with my ego.

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Bloody tired. Lessons officially resume today and we got a lovely "not very vigorous" 9 rounds around the track to kick start our term. Woohoo. So tired that I came home and straight away slept and only now just woke up. And nowadays the weather is bloody hot, which is nothing to be happy about either.

And now that I am so sleepy, I don't feel like doing any work either. Oh damn. Have to prepare Geog file at least.. And Jun Yao is starting this new trend lmao. Cut your hair short and join the "Muggerhood", and we shall mug everyday!

MUGGING FOR THE WIN

Monday, July 2, 2007

Argh enough of Harry Potter. Been trying to cast 'incendio' the past half an hour at the stupid devil's snare but they keep growing back so stuck in the game. Bleah.

I just realised tomorrow got every subject's tutorial. Lit, econs, geog, maths. Shit man, does that mean we are gonna take back all the papers in 1 day? I seriously don't wanna get a heart attack. Cause I think I am gonna fail at least 1 or 2 subjects. Haix.


Argh quarreled with my mum so I can't go out. Haven't spoken to her at all the past 2 days unless absolutely necessary. And I am not going to be the one to apologise when she's the one being her usual unreasonable, overly strict self.

Haha I have been an utter loser the past 2 days, playing Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix pc game like crazy. Haha I was trying to make the Dementors suck out Dudley's soul at the start but they just keep waiting for me to cast Expecto Patronum. :\ and I have been trying to cast Stupefy at Professor Snape the entire game but just can't seem to :/ And getting 'Outstanding' in Transfiguration is bloody hard. Oh well.

And yes, the new HP and OOTP movie is coming as well on July 12th! :D

Sunday, July 1, 2007

Lol. Just watched Singapore losing 3-0 to Australia in National Stadium's last game ever. Usually I don't care about local football, but this time it's special since National Stadium is getting torn down. Ah well. The scoreline was really harsh on us since we really did dominate them slightly in the first half only for their quality to show in the 2nd half.

Ah well, why Am i talking about football here? I shall change topic. Ya know what? This bubble tea shop opened near my house and it's dam nice can. Better than sweet talk. Seriously. Last time me and Junyao study at coffeshop then we go and buy the Oreo Chocolate Snow Blended. Was watching them blend it and they dumped like 7 or 8 Oreo cookies inside, which is a lot? But come to think of it, I have been drinking too much bubble tea huh? Guess I should control myself -.-

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