Friday, June 29, 2007

Going retro.

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Seriously, I think I am addicted to saying "Seriously". Curse that Lam Ying Cai. Was at his house just now and saying that word at the rate of once every 10 words. Seriously.

And hur, I didn't know my post about the girls' class blogs would lead to accusations of me being bias/thinking other blogs are better than the others, etc huh? So here I shall clarify, everyone in class has a superb blog which I enjoy reading and which I read everyday. Seriously.

Girls will be girls.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

it's finally over and done with.

but strangely, I don't feel anything, no relief, happiness or whatsoever, but perhaps a tinge of dread of getting back the results.

Monday, June 25, 2007

I just realised something.

Our class is full of people with uber good language skills. I mean seriously. I look at all the girls' blogs and their posts are like oh so profound!

Shiwan: Oh my god, you can go be a poet ok!
Ethel: Woah one of the best bloggers out there ok! Super good language. Should be topping GP eh?
Jasmine: Another super lit student! Haha super language also!
Claire: Woah debator, need I say anything else really?

Or maybe, it's because Art students produce better blogs. =P And I look at my own blog and the uber poor language and I feel so zi bei. Lol.




Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl, my world has twice as many stars in the sky

And all because you live in my dreams. Oh you wouldn't ever know, because I wouldn't ever tell you.

6 down, 1 to go.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Wahaha watching Initial D now! My fav movie from like... 2 years ago? Heh dam cool show. I wanna buy a sports car too next time. Lol.

Been playing the entire weekend. Going school early tomorrow to study Human Geog because I haven't started. Haha.

2 left to go.

END PURLEASSSSSEEEE

Saturday, June 23, 2007

I just feel so empty now, totally not in exams mood. To hell with geography!

Oh world, who truly understands me?

Because I don't think I understand myself.


Maybe things could have been so different.

Yes, but the world has too many "if's" and "maybe's".

Friday, June 22, 2007

Arghhhh lit makes me wanna cry. Gonna fail lit for the first time in my life. Where am I gonna bury my head in?

Bleah. So I have screwed up my econs and my lit. I am so dead. Should have studied more.

Haha but who cares? Can promote can already, not getting A's and B's ain't gonna kill me.

It's the weekend, and time to play! (:

Currently hooked on: What I go to school for by Jonas Brothers =]

PS. i think Junyao is pissed at me cause I always tell all the funny incidents about him on my blog. Oh well, I promise I shall try to cut down talking about Junyao on my blog. =\ Haha and something funny happened again on the bus trip home together just now, but I ain't posting it here no more. (:

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Went "studying" today! Haha! Went Jurong East library with Distinguish, Jasmine, Nazri, Weiliang. We studied for nearly 2 hours in the library then went Macs at Jurong Entertainment Centre for lunch and stoned there for 2 hours too to talk cock! Then me, Weiliang, Nazri, Distinguish went Lot 1 to play Xbox for nearly 2 hours again.

So altogether, only 2 hours spent on studying even though I was out the whole day. and even the 2 hours of studying is not totally efficient as well since we still talked and stuff.

Oh dear. I am such a total loser. Haha.

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

I am pissed. Seriously. Pissed with myself I guess.

I lost 6 marks already for Econs Paper 2 essay. I wanna kill myself. the question stated "distinguish" which means that we must talk about compare the definition and sign for each of the elasticity concepts together, then compare the magnitudes together of all 3 concepts, etc. I didn't read the question; I merely explained the 3 concepts without comparing or linking them together. All because I saw that the question was about elasticity concepts and I got excited and forgot to read the question properly. Ms Kat said if we didn't compare if asked to and merely explain, the marks would be deducted by half. So great. My part (a)'s max marks possible now is 6.

And my Econs Paper 2 now is upon 19. What a waste of 6 marks. I want to go kill myself.
Hope my Paper 1 can save my ass though, my dreams of at least a B in Econs MYE is going up in tatters.

Ah well, at least I vented my frustrations by playing 3 hours of LAN after econs exams with Nazri, Weiliang, David, Dawn, Matthew at bukit timah! Haha! *guilty of not studying again :( *


PS. I love you too, ethel my daughter(I read your blog) and I love everyone in class too! =DD

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

I was young but I wasn't naive, I was helpless as you turned around to leave, and still I have the pain I have to carry, a past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried.

After all this time, I never thought we'd be here, never thought we'd be here when my love for you is blind. But I couldn't make you see it, couldn't make you see it that I loved you more than you'll ever know. A part of me died when I let you go...

I would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming that everything would be like it was before. But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting; they disappear as reality is crashing to the floor.

After all this, why would you ever wanna leave it, maybe you could not believe it that my love for you is blind, but I couldn't make you see it, just couldn't make you see it.

Monday, June 18, 2007

Wee hee hee gee peeeeeeeee is over!

Well, fooking Geog, Econs, Lit and Maths to go then. =[

Something freaking retarded happened today. Junyao lost his wallet, and he was panicking like shit. So he kept calling me and asking me to search David (ahem!) and his bag for his wallet and David of course couldn't find it. So anyway, I was at my 172 bus stop ready to take the bus home to study Geog, when Junyao rushed to the bus stop and asked me to accompany him back to school to find his wallet. -.- Uber gayness ok. Somemore my 172 had just arrived and I was about to board it to go home, and ya know, the distance to 172 bus stop is about twice of that from school to 190 bus stop, so you can imagine how far it was!

So being the nice guy I am =P, and his face of extreme urgency and anxiety, I agreed to go back to school with him to find his wallet. Ok so we headed to the toilet behind the hall because he thought he had left his wallet there. After we reached the toilet, he was like "Oh shit!" because his wallet was still nowhere to be seen.

So I asked him to search his bag 1 more time, and guess what? Yup, you guessed it, the wallet was in his bag all along. So he made me miss my bus and run all the way back to school for nothing. I could have strangled him.

But ah well, we took taxi home together and he paid for him, and we studied at the coffee shop again (Yes, shiwan, don't give me that face) till 8 pm. It was quite productive for me, though Junyao was falling asleep haha.

Not too bad, think I have covered everything for phy geog, but somehow, I still get the feeling that what i know is not enough.

Sad.

// sq

PS. Junyao, don't ask me to accompany you back to school for nothing ever again or I shall skin you alive, put you in the oven for 1 hour, peel off your crispy skin and then feed it to the oh so lovable strays.

Ok I am visualising the image in my mind and even I feel like puking.


My 3rd post today, and it's gonna be uber short.

It's 1 am, and I can't sleep! (Usually slept at 4 am in the hols, so it's my fault totally)

Fooking hell.

A total, severe dread in the pit of my stomach about the exams...

Alright I shall drink some warm milk and try to sleep. Good luck everyone.

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Huh?? The holidays are over already??

wtf.


Exams are tomorrow!!!

What should I do now?

Argh heck, back to my DVDs.

Friday, June 15, 2007

I am so dead.

Seriously, I just can't concentrate. After studying geog for a mere half an hour, my mind will drift far far away.

- Didn't do anything for GP.
- Haven't started anything for Econs, except discussion with Weiliang and Huimin during study session.
- Totally haven't touched Lit. Haven't finished reading P and P, didn't study Plath's poems, don't feel like touching Lear.
- Geog, started on numerous occasions but haven't studied for it for more than half an hour before.
- Maths - finished revision questions but nothing else.

If you ask me to add up the total number of hours I spent on efficient studying so far in the holidays, I think you can count the number of hours with 1 hand. And somemore a lucky ass like me still don't have to prepare for PW and Chinese, yet I am still so bloody slack.

If results are based on amount of hard work put in, I can safely say Farveen, Petrina, etc will top the class while I am definitely the bottom in class.

I don't deserve anything.

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Met up with junyao at coffeeshop to study just now, cause we stay 10 min away from each other only. Dam funny. He brought his huge crumpler bag and guess what? Empty except 1 GC lol. Didn't even bring maths paper or foolscap when he want me to teach him maths. Then everytime he see a maths question, he will say "I know how to do!" and after 1 min, "Eh I forgot. Mental block". Lol. And he gave me another emo quote!

"If life was fair, roses wouldn't have thorns."

I thought that was more profound than emo actually. Hm.. Ah well I shall go to bed now and ponder over junyao's quote;it's 4 am. Nights all.

// sq

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Went AIRPORT today. No, not to go overseas nor waiting for any friends coming back from overseas. Went there to study.

Let pictures do the talking. Have to admit huimin's pretty good at editing. (:




Had to admit it was pretty cool. Hadn't gone there for around 1 year. Still remembered how us guys fooled around during secondary school camp. Went to MacDonald's counter and opened a packet of Burger King chilli sauce and started eating it while saying "How come BK chilli sauce taste so much better than Mac's chilli sauce?" Those are the kind of memories you get when you go overseas as a class in a boys' school. Yes HC(and ex HC) guys are mostly retards, but there are exceptions, and you're reading his blog now.

And in the blink of an eye, it's the last week of the holidays. I thought it was just yesterday that I entered PJ,and now it's alrdy mid years exams. Time flies so fast.

CLARIFICATION: I AM NOT A EUNUCH.

// sq

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Haha! Just now got the movie "I Not Stupid" on channel 8! Soooo long ago show but dam nice show! I think Terry is dam cute! (No I am neither gay nor pedophile) But he always say "My mother says.." Haha dam funny. But the scene where Shawn walk down the hospital corridor so sad! Emo!

Each time I see you on MSN, I resist the need to click on your name to talk to you.

Each time I see you in school, I turn around to not look at you.

Each time we talk, my heart smiles as I hear you laugh.

Each time you feel sad, my heart sinks.

Each time you blog, I resist the temptation to tag.

But I know, each time, it means nothing to you even though it means the world to me.

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Create your own Friend Test here

Shi Wan made me do this! Whoever passes gets a hug (: (Don't fail deliberately!)



Haha NO OFFENSE girls. Just found it and it was really funny!

PS. Click to enlarge haha. =)

Not emo now, but I am bored.

Jun Yao, stop trying to make me emo! I already copied your msn nick!

EMO FOR THE WIN

Friday, June 8, 2007

Ignore the last line, I am hating it.

"Studied" in school after geography makeup till about 4 pm with Weiliang, Jasmine, Matthew, Nazri, and hardly anything went into my mind. We spent the whole time talking a lot of cock though, it was fun, wasn't it? (:


Haha for the first time in a 1000 years, it's 2.20 am and I am actually NOT emo. But too bad, there's only junyao online to talk to and he wanna make me emo. What the hell.

And for some reason, I suddenly feel like talking about Maths on my blog.

My ex-classmate was asking me this question.

3^x + 4^x = 5^x

Looks so easy, all have same power before I realised I couldn't solve it!

From Pythagoras and Fermat's Last Theorem, the answer can be deduced as 2 easily. So now I shall dig my brain and look for the answer assuming Pythagoras and Last Theorem cannot be applied here.

3^x+4^x= 5^x
log(3^x+4^x)=log(5^x) = x log(5)

x=log(3^x+4^x)/log(5)=f(x)

guess x=1.9
1.9 1.920359 1.936563 1.949464 1.959738 1.967921 1.974439 1.979631
1.983768 1.987065 1.989691 1.991785 1.993453 1.994782 1.995841 1.996685
1.997358 1.997894 1.998322 1.998662 1.998934 1.99915 1.999323 1.99946
1.99957 1.999657 1.999727 1.999782 1.999826 1.999861 1.999889 1.999912
1.99993 1.999944 1.999955 1.999964 1.999971 1.999977 1.999982 1.999985
1.999988 1.99999 1.999992 1.999994 1.999995 1.999996 1.999997 1.999997
1.999998 1.999998 1.999998 1.999999 1.999999 1.999999 1.999999 1.999999
guess x=2.1
2.1 2.079759 2.063606 2.050718 2.040438 2.032239 2.025701 2.020487
2.016331 2.013017 2.010376 2.00827 2.006592 2.005254 2.004187 2.003337
2.00266 2.00212 2.001689 2.001346 2.001073 2.000855 2.000681 2.000543
2.000433 2.000345 2.000275 2.000219 2.000174 2.000139 2.000111 2.000088
2.00007 2.000056 2.000044 2.000035 2.000028 2.000022 2.000018 2.000014
2.000011 2.000009 2.000007 2.000005 2.000004 2.000003 2.000003 2.000002
2.000001 2.000001 2.000001 2 2 2 2 *

Approximate/guess 3^x+4^x=5^x to 2*[(3+4)/2]^x=5^x

2*[(3+4)/2]^x=5^x
2=[2*5/(3+4)]^x=[10/7]^x
x=log2/log(10/7)=log2/[log10-log7]
x=1.943358210 = 2

Woohoo. There's your answer Lionel. And no, I don't know what I am typing as well. =.=

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Didn't do much studying today. Actually, didn't even really do anything. Took out my wage determination econs notes and stoned and my mind drifted off somewhere else about 8231 km away.

And hey Ethel, I am not studying as much as u think I am ok, i hardly ever mug to be honest (:

I shall study everyday next week to catch up with the rest of the subjects. For today, I shall excuse myself and play. =)

Hello dear. Let's get pissed.


can doctors cure emo-ness?

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Intensive geography in school from 9 am to 4 pm, what else can I say? Was dozing off on the table by 4.30, brain was simply so dead. And I just realised how poor my physical geog is. Time for me to buck up I guess..

And now I don't even feel like doing any work. And I just realised exams are less than 2 weeks away, and I barely touched anything except today.

What a wonderful, wonderful holiday.

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Not a pleasant day to speak the least. Day started out terribly. Supposed to meet Claire for mugging session but she got stuck at home due to the rain (yes I know it's the clouds' fault, not yours) so I was alone at CCK. Felt really helpless. Not that I wasn't used to being alone outside, but I hate being alone because I will simply turn into a emo freak and not study. Stayed in Lot 1 Macs alone for a couple of hours, trying to study but turned emo instead (yes blame the rain). Ended up I covered only lecture 1 and 2 for Phy Geog in 4 hours. Not too shabby at all =\

Met up with Weiliang to go town, and we were talking on the bus, trying to find out how many would go. Kinda disappointed at the response, and even worse when I found out only me, nic and weiliang are going. Samantha (remember her?) came back and talked to us for a short while. It wasn't boring though, we're 3 uber fun guys and we did have quite a bit of fun (refer to class blog).

And now I am home,and I am feeling emo again. Damn. I wish I wasn't that emo. I wish I was more outgoing, less shy and hell less emo. But I can't change, and that's me. Never the centre of attraction, never the life and soul of a party, and probably a insignificant figure soon forgotten in 100 years' time. Ok I don't know what I am saying. But just as i was mugging this afternoon alone, lots of questions just popped up into my head. Why are we being forced to study what we don't want, what we don't like and what we don't NEED? I certainly don't plan to be a geographer, a mathematician, a lit teacher nor an bank manager in my adulthood. So why the hell are we studying? Why the hell is our life planned out for us even before we are born? Nearly 20 years of our life has been planned out for us, to study, study, study and that's nearly one quarter of our life. One quarter of our life, we're living for others, not ourselves.

And so, where do we find ourselves?

Look into your heart.

Sunday, June 3, 2007

"If you go out tomorrow, you can't go out for the rest of the holidays."

Damn man, my mum just said that to me. I am getting dam fed up with how little freedom she gives me. I am a 17 year old kid, not a criminal in jail! I always prefer going library with 1 or 2 people to study instead of studying at home alone with the 4 walls cause my mind will simply just wander. and she don't even let me go out to the library. Wtf man. Seriously, wtf. Maybe I should just purposely flunk my mid years and show her what she gets for stopping me going to the LIBRARY. not like I am even going out to play that often. Everytime I went out so far this holidays, it's mostly to school. Only have been out once or twice to somewhere other than school and she still complains. Even girls get more freedom than me, and I am a GUY, ffs.

Quadruple U for mid yrs, here I come.


Went Ang Mo Kio hub today. It's really quite nice after renovation and the place is so big and fancy. Like Vivo. Haha ok maybe a bit smaller. Splurged a lot of money again. Bought a new pair of shoes, bought 3 new shirts and 1 bottom. Also ate my way through the basement (all food stalls there lol). Thus, the morale of the story is: when you're stressed due to exams, eat and spend money. It will help =)

And I met her there. With another guy now. Had this weird feeling in the pit of my stomach, though it did eventually pass. What was it? Jealousy? I don't think so. Melancholy perhaps. Memories.


and my love for you is blind, but i couldn't make you see it, just couldn't make you see it.

Saturday, June 2, 2007

Had a dam funny conversation with Jun Yao last night, posting it here. Sorry Jun Yao! (Though I doubt you would read my blog anyway) and I think Claire will be very entertained; you adore Jun Yao so much.

JY: Damn it. Life sucks.
SQ: Yea. I agree..
JY: Then how? We drink dettol. I sponsor dettol.
SQ: Can drink Mama lemon detergent instead or not? I prefer lemon flavour to disinfectant flavour
JY: Buy yourself lah, faster go drink and die NOW. QUICK!
SQ: I don't wanna die yet. Wait until get back mid year results then depressed then drink more shiok.
JY: You lame piece of shit. I craving for something. Smoking.
SQ: No, smoking will make you less emo. Sniff glue better.
JY: Smell glue is stupid lah, you cock.
SQ: Then you go smoke and drink beer lor.
JY: No, smell glue is stupid, waste of time. Drink beer is those ah peks at the kopitiam, then lament about their wives and then organise outing to Batam.
SQ: Maybe Thailand also.
JY: Thailand risky. Later you find out the girl you dating is a guy.
SQ: Good for you wad, you go try new experiences before drink dettol to suicide lor.
JY: Siao, no suicide lah. Just emo. If suicide then stupid f*** like sylvia plath. I think ariel i will heck. People have to read her nonsense just because she commit suicide.
SQ: Lol. People emo and read plath, then you also suicide and next time set emo benchmark for others to follow.
JY: No, Plath not emo. She just plain crazy. She is disgrace to emo. I don't support her.
SQ: Then you write a book on your emo theories before you suicide lor. Then 50 years later my grandson study your book for literature.
JY: Lame cock lah you, lets devise more emo theories. What's the point of being enthu in life, all you do will be over very fast. E + M + O = EMO. How do you feel when you wake up in the morning?
SQ: Feel like peeing.
JY: Lol, you stupid cock. I havent eat, hungry. You know what's emo? Potato, rice is emo. Must eat. Sian. Sick. Dying.

Haha Ok I ended the conversation at this point because I obviously haven't reached his level of emoness so I doubt I understand why rice and potatoes are emo. Dam funny lah haha.

Friday, June 1, 2007

Just came home from mugging. Spent nearly 6 hours mugging today at CCK. Not really mugging, but mainly finishing up my maths june revision exercise. And I found out someone koped my maths ex 4 and didn't return me so I redid that too. And then did a bit of geog. Found out I am so dead for geog lah, especially the mass movement chapters! Can someone pweety pweety purlease teach me? =]

Hah I just love A01. Every single soul in A01. Such a different class from what I had been through the past 5 years. From sec 1 to 4, it was "school, home, homework, sleep" and the routine just continues itself everyday. Never have had a class chalet, never have had a whole class outing (except for school camp) and never have had a day which I could just go to school and laugh my guys out. J1 at HC was worse. The girls would mug and mug all day and go out on their own outings (SOUND FAMILIAR HUH?) and the girls would sit by themselves in class and the boys as well. Totally no class spirit. Never regreted leaving HC, and never regretted coming A01.

<3

// sq

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