Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Hahaha tomorrow got Econs test so will only be writing a quick entry before I go mug for Econs. You people wanna know something? When I put Chink into my msn nick, it means I am at my most emo moment. Haha so that's why you know I suddenly went Chink for my MSN nick in the weekend! Or yea, I am also trying to find an excuse to act like a girl hahaha.

OKAY!

THANKS CRYSTAL. Yea for being such a good friend. Hahaha.

Yea thanks Claire, Jasmine, Shi Wan, Ethel for comforting me and helping me through it all! Hahaha

Yea Crystal, you're having a dream come true eh? =D (no pun intended)

Monday, August 27, 2007

The cold hard truth, yo!

I don't mind being the bad guy everytime, if it pays off at least.

Let it go inside your head.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

I feel so weak and helpless. Feeling so down and nobody notices, no one cares. People keep coming to me for advice, but how many of them notice that I am not my usual self as well? When will they realise I am only a human being, a weak and helpless one at that? I am not better than any of you at dealing with relationship or life problems, and yet everyone expects me to be there to listen, to help, and they thank me after helping and go offline. Don't you know I am feeling down too? Why don't you offer to listen to ME instead of always me listening to YOU? I don't mind helping everyone, but not when everyone says thanks and then turns their backs on me.

I don't expect repayment or reward, I just want a listening ear.

I don't know how much more pain I can take.


Some types of pain are excruciating.

Saturday, August 25, 2007

Haha today was a very -___________- day. Okayy started out with human geog tutorial which is like so uber unproductive again because I couldn't really absorb much from the lesson. Then had 2 hours of assembly with some shoe vendor coming to the school to give a presentation about the different kind of feet (yes -_-) and then put some shoes on sale at the concourse, which cost between $80 to $140 I think. So the school, without giving prior notice that a vendor is coming, expects the students to bring a few hundred bucks a day? I think the vendor probably went home empty handed since no one brought enough money to buy shoes? O.o

Well PE was totally crap. Thanks hor weiliang, I didn't bring PE attire and Mr Kwok made me do PE in school uniform =.= Okay I wouldn't really mind anyway, since I have played basketball in school uni lots of times anyway. The problem was that it was softball and it had just rained and so the ground is so uber muddy. Everytime the ball land on the mud I have to siam fast to prevent the mud from getting onto my long pants. Still, had quite a few specks of mud on pants. Luckily David did the running for me when I batted. Thanks dude.

Then watched "Shooting Dogs" again for GP. Wasn't too bad to be honest, cause even though I watched before I fell asleep previously so didn't really watch the movie properly. Kept awake this time throughout and it seemed not too bad. Very violent though.

Nostalgia. My last year class

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Hello. A very very short and slack day today. In fact this week's been great! =D Uber uber slack okayy, haven't been doing any work all the past few days, and okay I have to make it up during the weekend or something I suppose. As Wei Ling kindly reminded me, it is only 29 days to promos exam (thanks for the reminder =\)

On my way home today, I saw this very very nice scene which I wanted to take a photo of but my phone's camera suck really bad. On one side of the road, very very nice clouds shaped like a dog, and on the other side of the road, very very dark clouds shaped like a cat. :( I love imagining different shapes from clouds hahaha.

I think these few days are the only days I can really catch up on my sleep anyway, so greatly appreciated. And I just realised I don't know much about what is taught for econs and human geog now, anyone mugging during the weekend? Hopefully less homework and more mugging eh? =)

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

TKD exco in a totally big mess. Wei Ling already got scolded like hell. I think I am up next..

But still in a really great mood from the learning journey! Haha I just realise how everyone in class loves camwhoring huh! Go class blog and look at the fantabulous piccas there! Haha (:

http://07a01.blogspot.com

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Before I start studying for geog, I wanna blog for a while to continue my procrastination. Life now is like oh so tiring. I haven't have had a schoolday in which I can go home happy about the knowledge that we have no homework, that I can spend the night relaxing after a long day in school and that I can really have adequate sleep. I am sleeping on the bus to and fro school everyday now, and I still come home feeling as though I haven't slept for a million years.

I am feeling like shit now. Really. The girl that I like, will never like me for a million years, cause she likes someone else. But I just can't put her out of my mind. Even with all the homework we are getting. I see her everyday, and that's not helping.



‘Cause you know, you know, you know
That I love you, I have loved you all along
And I miss you, been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Went out with Crystal and Jasmine to mug today at macs. Stupid David pangseh at last minute so I was the only guy. Aw so shy hahaha. Got chased out of Macs at about 4.30 I think cause we occupied the table for too long. -.-

Didn't do a lot of work, bitched more than we did work! Hahaha.


Spent the whole day out today. Haha, and probably staying out again tomorrow. Hardly home nowadays! Well I study better outside anyway.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Haha just remembered we have GP homework. Oh well have to get my lazy ass to do work again today. So many things happened today that I don't know whether I should laugh or cry =\

And I think Mdm Ong doesn't like me!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

I got a big big headache. I don't know why. I wanna lie down and sleep badly. There's Econs test tomorrow though. Screw this.

Monday, August 13, 2007

For once, I am home early! (((:

Haha! Was a great day today in school, was in a great mood despite flunking the last-min-also-refuse-to-study human geog test and spent the whole day cracking a lot of amusing lame jokes. Yes I insist they were amusing =]

Okay I am about to go do phy geog tut 5 soon. Anyway we have 4 tests this week, 1 down, 3 to go. I think it's getting kinda absurd how much work and tests we are getting. Stress control man. Hwo do we study if there's so much homework? To be frank, I don't think doing homework equates studying since homework like Geog and Econs are usually done with the help of lecture notes and after completion of the homework, the info just goes right out of our brains again. We need time for real solid studying, not doing homework all the time.

Sunday, August 12, 2007

oh my god, I just realised we have so many tests coming up!

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Haha a supposed Lit project discussion turned into a mugging session for me and Shi Wan since we were the only 2 people who went to school to do the project. -.- Jianmin did come to discuss a while but he left after about 1 hour since school was closing.

BOO. I am gonna boycott Teck Whye sweettalk! Before Jianmin came, me and Shi Wan were doing Maths and then we went sweettalk to treat ourselves after we finished the maths tutorial.

I bought peach yogurt, Shi Wan bought champagne grape and then the auntie asked Shi Wan "Aiyo girl why didn't you buy yogurt also like your friend? Yogurt is good, got vitamins okay, you see your friend there so fat and you so slim, you ought to buy yogurt also!" :MAD: OH MY GOSH. *knocks head against the wall*

Okay school closed at 4 and Jianmin went home and Shi Wan and I went to BPP mos burger to finish up our work. Finished doing my Geog CA assignment and Maths miscellaneous exercise 7 and wanted to go for dinner but Shi Wan took a i-know-it-is-very-short 30 minutes to draw her convection currents diagram. I swear I nearly died of starvation. *please refer to joke up there about sweettalk auntie*

Okay a quick dinner at BPP and came home. On the way home, me and Shi Wan were standing at the traffic light and we saw this HUMONGOUS BUMBLE BEE. I jumped and ran away, so embarrassing. Anyway I swear I don't feel like doing anymore work today since I spent the whole afternoon doing work :D Procrastination ftw. And I just saw my friend's msn nick "No one can do well in exams without studying." Boo, what a wet blanket.

PS. A BIG SECRET ABOUT GOOD NEWS CAFE IN SCHOOL. *please highlight below*

Haha on Saturday the cafe doesn't open but they don't lock the ice cream properly so we can actually steal the ice cream! Me and jianmin wanted to steal the ice cream to eat but we didn't have spoons! Next Saturday mug in school and remember to bring spoons, ya? (: Hahaha ok just kidding!

Thursday, August 9, 2007

What the fuck is wrong with my life.

Been studying so hard the past few months and today is a public holiday so I watched TV and played the computer the whole day without doing any homework, trying to take a break for once. And guess what? I got scolded by my mum. Again. After being suffocated by homework, I can't even take a break for one day. And my mum is scolding me for being home too late after night study as well in school, and she wants to ban me from night study in school. WHAT THE FUCK? Who bans their child from studying in school? And it's not as though reaching home at 8+ is that late, somemore when I am STUDYING in school, not as though I am staying out late for absurb reasons. And right now as I am typing this post, my mum is scolding me.

What the fuck is wrong with my life. Screw Hwa Chong, I wish I didn't get into that damn place. Screw my life. Fuck off. Why can't I just have freedom? Quoting my mother - "I give you so much freedom, you better use it wisely." Oh fuck, does freedom include checking my wallet to see how much $$$ I spend each day? Does freedom include not letting me go out even to study? Does freedom include banning me from studying in school? Does freedom mean fucking up my whole life?

I am tired of living.

(no, I ain't gonna do anything stupid... i think)

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

National Day holidays are here, and I am taking a fully well deserved break. Didn't do any work today, which is like so uncommon nowadays since we're all flooded with pieces of homework which won't complete themselves even when screamed or shouted at.

Rereading Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows again, and waiting for Jasmine and Nadiah to pass me their books (: I loveeee the Harry Potter series haha. My favourite in this order.

1. Half Blood Prince
2. Prisoner of Azkaban
3. Philosopher's stone
4. Goblet of Fire
5. Death Hallows
6. Chamber of Secrets
7. Order of the Phoenix

Something like that. Can't really tell which of the series I like most, very close fight between HBP and PoA. Order of the Phoenix is definitely my least liked one, cause it's so long-winded at the start and only the latter parts are nice.

And come to think of it, I feel so uneasy not doing homework. Not that I am a mugger and love homework, but the systematic rhythm of studying and doing homework has kinda inculcated itself in me, and I feel so weird doing nothing now. O.o

And as to what Nazri posted in the class blog, I am sure everyone in class can promote to J2, it's only depends on whether you want to and if you believe in yourself. Honestly.

Monday, August 6, 2007

Just heard again from some hci friends. Gosh, some of my friends took SAT tests and got offered scholarships to universities in USA. Damn, it is this kind of chances that I so badly want and miss. 2 of them already withdrew from J2, forsaken the god damn stupid A's levels and went to San Francisco and New York.

Damn damn damn. Why do none of the good things in life happen to me?

Fuck I feel so gutted at the missed opportunities in my life.

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Injuries galore! My whole body is getting mutilated these few days. Injured during tkd sparring so my legs and hands are hurting. Played volleyball today and now both my hands hurt too and they are swelling and a lot of red dots all over. Eww. Like crystal said, we appear to suffer from some weird disease now, like "leprosy".

Stay away from me!

Friday, August 3, 2007

Haha my old friend from 06S6A last year just talked to me. Hahaha glad that I am not a forgotten soul after all. But he talked so much about the class that I actually kinda miss them..

Argh well, what am I thinking?

I am a true pioneer.

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