Tuesday, July 17, 2007
And it's the end of another tired and boring day.
Morning was fun. Skipped PE to do human geog and it was dam funny. Claire, Shi Wan and I listening to songs as we did our homework and Claire got totally pissed at my choice of songs except for Tears in Heaven. And Shi Wan went totally crazy at Love It When You Call. Damn funny! Hahaha!
The class had listening compre in the afternoon so Matthew and I sat around talking. Deep and emo stuff. Haha for like one and a half hour. Damn emo man. ):
And what he said certainly makes sense. People come, people go, and there are probably many friends in life whom you will see and talk to for 2 years in jc and then they just go right out of your life. I don't know, Matthew told me I look very dao sometimes, haha it's just that not everyone understands me, and not everyone can get to know me. People who don't know me will probably think I look dao, unfriendly, antisocial and everything. But I am not. I can actually be very funny, go high very easily, and laugh and crap until you think I am some retard. But I can't do that with everybody. But ask Shi Wan how crappy I can be while doing Lit projects and you get the point! Hahaha! Still, not everyone can bring out my real character, my livelier side, and that's expected. And I am not gonna change myself to make the world understand me. I am not gonna keep trying to attract attention to draw attention to myself. And yes, that's me.
And seriously, I have had enough. The way you talk to me, have you eaten, are you happy, have a good day in school, you seriously sound more like my mum. You know what you want will never happen, so please stop trying. I can't take it no more. I have stopped replying your smses but why can't you just get the damn hint? And I am damn fat and ugly, so you should just go for someone else. Please. And stop calling my damn house.
And the routine continues. Time to do work... :(
I wanna watch HP man! This weekend I think. =D
Emo-ed
5:08 PM
